❪    h  /  eldguilt  .      *    ━━━━      mother  dearest     ̖́-

❝    archie, there’s something we need _{to talk about..   in case your father d-doesn’t make it..       ❞     she hates that she has to have this talk with her son  ;   she hates that this happened to fred, that she wasn’t there.   mary swallows, moving to take her son’s hands in her own.   god, they were once so small.   where did the time go   ?    ❝    honey, i’m not saying he won’t..   i’m just saying that, worst case scenario, we need to talk about where you’d like to live.    ❞}

that  should’ve  been  him   .      that  should’ve  been  him   !      _{archie  should’ve  been  the  one  who  got  shot  not  his  dad   .      his  dad  didn’t    DESERVE    that   .      lower  lip  is    already  quivering    as  his  mom  grabbed  his  hands  .      he  didn’t  want  to  think  about  life  without  his  dad   .      the  one  who  was  always  there  to  lend  a  helping  hand   .      the  one  who  offered  a  shoulder  to  lean  on  when  archie  was  overwhelmed   .}      the  one  who  supported  him  through  everything   .       _{tears    threaten  to  spill    over  cheeks  that  already  have  been  covered  in  tears  more  than  once  today   .      he’s  sure  that  he’s  void  of  all  feeling  by  now   .      there’s  been  sleepless  nights      &      nights  where  he  ended  up  crying  himself  to  sleep   .      even  nights  where  he  felt  four  years  old  again  ,    curled  up  against  his  mom  seeking  that  comfort  she  always  brought  him   .}

                                        ❝      _{i   —   i  don’t  know  mom   .}      ❞            _{he  has  given  this  a  lot  of  thought  lately   .      every  time  he  thought  he  had  a  definitive  answer  there  was  something  telling  him  no   .      he  didn’t  want  to  leave  his  friends  but  with  his  dad  gone  ,    it  would  probably  be}    too  difficult    _{for  him  to  live  here  anymore   .      if  he  moved  then  who  would  be  there  for  him  when  his  mom  couldn’t   ?      he    needed  his  friends    right  now  more  than  anything      &      with  moving  he  wouldn’t  be  able  to  go  to  them  for  distracting  him   .}            ❝      _{i  don’t  wanna  leave    but  i  wanna  get  as  far  as  i  can  away  from  here   .}      ❞

thexth:

my favourite fanfic trope is “for some reason we have to platonically share this bed and there is so much sexual and romantic tension we can barely function and at some point during the night one of us is going to end up spooning the other and we’re going to wake up in the morning an awkward tangle of limbs with morning breath and morning wood but we’re both going to pretend to be asleep even though we’re actually awake because we think the other is asleep so we can lie like this for just a few more minutes”

photos  lay  around  him  nearly  in  a  perfect  circle   .      _{they’re  photos  of  him  ,    of  friends  ,    of  family   .      the  feeling  of  nostalgia    grips  him  tightly    as  breathing  sometimes  becomes      d i f f i c u l t      as  he  thinks  back  to  when    life  was  simpler   .      when  things  were    EASY   .      a  single  wallet —  sized  photo  lays  in  his  hand   .      it’s  of  him  last  year  for  senior  pictures   .      it’s  one  of  his  favorites      :      he  was  sitting  ,    leaning  up  against  the  door  of  his  car  with  vegas  by  his  side    .      green  eyes  move  over  to  midge  ,   who  was  on  his  bed  helping  him  organize  the  plethora  of}    memories  encased  forever   .      _{arm  stretches  out  towards  her  ,    handing  her  the  photo   .}

                                        ❝      _{so  you  can  keep  me  in  the  pocket  of  your  ripped  jeans   .}      ❞

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          song      :      photograph  by  ed  sheeran

gingerspect:

listening to cosbo.  part three.

this is an actual list of things cosbo has said. some of these sentences are from live blogging, of them playing video games, of them narrating their life,  &  some are just plain … weird. i hope you enjoy this !   &  do know that part four is on the way.     //     part one. part two.

1. ❛  oh fuck my asshole.  ❜
   
2. ❛  i ripped out this ghost’s soul, so that’s what i’m up to today.  ❜
   
3. ❛  when you’re supposed to be saving the world, but you wanna fish in a cave.  ❜
   
4. ❛  they got a log book for all of their ___, how pure.  ❜
   
5. ❛  what? 420 blaze it! eat my ass.  ❜
   
6. ❛  i don’t like human genocide, i just like ant genocide. get fucked ant man.  ❜
   
7. ❛  yay monkeys.  ❜
   
8. ❛  oh! the penguins! nut!  ❜
   
9. ❛  me, in tears: i love penguins.  ❜
   
10. ❛  this area is currently closed. aw, lame!  ❜
    
11. ❛  one of them is shaking its butt! i’m in love.  ❜
    
12. ❛  i understand tiger.  ❜
    
13. ❛  aw, he lonely! he needs friends.  ❜
    
14. ❛  aw, i won’t be able to look at the otters! fuck!  ❜
    
15. ❛  oh my god, stop snapchat. stop!  ❜
    
16. ❛  i told y’all i’d get lost in the zoo!  ❜
    
17. ❛  this map is not helpful.  ❜
    
18. ❛  oh! it’s a bald eagle! america bitch.  ❜
    
19. ❛  someone hurt you. who would do that to america?  ❜
    
20. ❛  it be like that sometimes.  ❜
    
21. ❛  if there’s anything i’m capable of it’s eating 100 chicken nuggets under 10 minutes.  ❜
    
22. ❛  my endless fountain of wisdom strikes again.  ❜
    
23. ❛  i love ordering things online. it’s like getting presents for yourself.  ❜
    
24. ❛  why?  ❜
    
25. ❛  sometimes i burp and it gets a little vomit.  ❜
    
26. ❛  it’s a miracle that i’m still alive.  ❜
    
27. ❛  my leg is sore.  ❜
    
28. ❛  i’d straight up unfriend me. i’d block myself.  ❜
    
29. ❛  i have group chats on three different platforms.  ❜
    
30. ❛  i’ll just take the manual escalator   …   ya’know the stairs.  ❜
    
31. ❛  i’m not shocked but i am disappointed.  ❜
    
32. ❛  which one of y’all have powerade!  ❜
    
33. ❛  i am the meme king!  ❜
    
34. ❛  i am a fool!  ❜
    
35. ❛  you have to talk to me! no exceptions!  ❜
    
36. ❛  i gotta go beat someone, hold on.  ❜
    
37. ❛  can you stop being melodramatic for once in your afterlife?  ❜
    
38. ❛  i dunno play a game of parcheesi.  ❜
    
39. ❛  i don’t even know what that is but i just said it.  ❜
    
40. ❛  siri and i have a love / hate relationship when it comes to downtown cities.  ❜
    
41. ❛  my car is so smart!  ❜
    
42. ❛  i have a lot of questions about disney movies and most of them are pixar movies.  ❜
    
43. (with a mouth full of diary queen) ❛  ka-chow!  ❜
    
44. ❛  i can’t believe they commit murder in cars. this is a children’s show.  ❜
    
45. ❛  dead. dead. dead   …   DEAD!  ❜
    
46. ❛  things to do on a monday night: settle down in a town you don’t even know and over analyze a movie about talking cars.  ❜
    
47. ❛  i wanna get directions from lightening mcqueen down route 66.  ❜
    
48. ❛  i think this town is more radiator springs than the last one.  ❜
    
49. ❛  my room is oddly decorated with mexican paraphernalia.  ❜
50. ❛  haunted hotels aren’t as scary when you’re drunk.  ❜